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[06 Jan 2010|09:44am] |
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( Seshat )
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[17 Dec 2009|02:13am] |
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For the last week and a half I've been working as a funeral attendant at a funeral home in the Bronx and it feels so wonderful to once again be around the dead and the grieving. It is not the afterlife, but there is a similar sense of serenity to be found amongst those that mourn.
Everything at the moment feels so right. I am happy.
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[20 Nov 2009|10:46pm] |
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[Set]
Have you returned from your time in the desert, my love?
I thought I would like to cook something of a feast for you tonight.
You could join me, if you'd like.
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[13 Nov 2009|12:58am] |
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I spent most of the day at the Museum of Modern Art in front of the Monets. They're so lovely, Agapanthus especially. It's in the most beautiful shades of blue. Mostly I've been trying to distract myself.
I remember when these were new. I miss the sight of home so much that it aches. I'm so very far from home here and no place in this country can ever compare to the banks of the Nile.
Osiris? May I come see you?
Isis, where are you, sister-twin? I need you to guide me now.
Set, I-
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[08 Nov 2009|11:32pm] |
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[PRIVATE]
I agreed to go with Set. Why did I agree to go with Set? This may end in such disaster, but I can't deny that I want to. I want and need him. But... Bast returns and though I care for her deeply, seeing her reminds me of when we were both slaves. My back still has scars from the whippings despite all the time that has passed. And there are such deeper scars than those.
Sarah.
Why would she go by that name? Mark forced me to be that girl, his Sarah, and now I can't escape it.
I need a break.
I can't do this, actually.
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( Set )
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[20 Oct 2009|09:11pm] |
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I almost lit the kitchen on fire cooking lunch for Osiris. Perhaps not the finest of impressions when we've not seen each other for so long. Apparently I'm far too out of practice when it comes to cooking anything more than basic daily meals.
The cold of the city is getting to me and I feel restless. I need to find a job, but I'm not really 'qualified' for anything. The skills I have, but not the paperwork people would like.
And I still am unsure of Set and myself.
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[19 Oct 2009|12:27pm] |
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[PRIVATE]
I knew it would never work. Oh, Osiris, I'm so glad you're back with me, but I don't know how to be around you and your brother at the same time. I've never known. I searched the land with our sister for your body, weeping with her, and yet to Set I finally returned.
Why do I have to love the both of you so much? Set is my husband and I love him but... he's always gone against our family. How can I stand it? No, I can't. Set represents all things that I hate in this world and yet the desire for him never leave me.
Isis, help me.
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[17 Oct 2009|12:23am] |
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[Private]
I wish Isis was here.
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[15 Oct 2009|05:45am] |
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San Fransisco warmed my soul, but now I return to New York to find Osiris' apartment empty and not a trace of my sister either.
Am I once again alone without any others of the Kingdoms?
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[17 Jun 2009|06:48pm] |
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( Mark )
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[16 Jun 2009|10:41pm] |
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( Private )
Should one be punished for their crimes of times long past if those that felt the pain still suffer? If a man says that he has changed, does this mean he should be free of reproach?
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[05 Jun 2009|03:09pm] |
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( Osiris )
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[02 Jun 2009|02:30pm] |
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I will scorch the earth and leave NOTHING that may live!
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[29 May 2009|03:03am] |
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I arrived in this city upon the wings of a storm.
I take this as good fortune.
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